December 2009
why do i even bother??
youre continually a waste of my time.
but…i cant stop myself.
“One day, when I had nothing to do, I started singing the Poke’mon theme. I...”
– (just because it reminded me of adt, these are the people you let have rifles.)
:D
“Even after all this time the sun never says to the earth, “you owe...”
– Hafiz (Persian Poet)
Should I be concerned,
that I’m only happy when I’m with you, or talking to you? That that is the only time I don’t feel incomplete and out of place?
I’m always thinking about you, quite literally.
I’m screwed. I don’t even want to think about things that aren’t going to happen. But stupid little me, for some reason I’ve got hope. That’s why I’d really just...
out of place.
i feel...incomplete.
dear john
this book is amazing, it just might be my new favourite.
like half of my tumblr
is reblogged from icanread.
xD
“I need a hug, a kiss, an exchange of words.
Someone to tell me everything will...”
i've realized
i don’t trust myself.
don't fucking act like i'm stupid.
i miss you so much
every moment i’m not with you. and i want to talk to you, so bad.
it might sound incredibly depressing,
but you’re my only reason to really smile,
you’re one of the only things that can actually make me happy anymore.
I have stopped caring
about all but two things. Both of which only continue to frustrate and disappoint me. But I can’t give up, on either of them. Because both I love care about, extremely. It’s stupid, because these are probably the things any sane person would haven given up first, and then continued to care about more important things. Well maybe my priorities are skewed. And maybe I should let both of...
winter break
can not come fast enough.
if you ever need
someone to make a decision,
do not come to me or yazil.
hahahah
hahahaha
:D
you actually did that, i think thats amazing.
i feel special.
hahahahah
you can always make my day.
i love days
like yesterday. :D
well only the first part of yesterday. but still, it was pretty good.
dammit.
i really should have stayed.
:/
“she will.”
– ;) pretty sure that was one of the most awkward funny things today.
I'm sorry.
I really am. I had no idea that I was doing that, not even the slightest. But I’ll try and fix it, it might be hard, because I don’t realize what I’m doing, but I won’t let this continue. I’ll fix it, I promise. I can’t stand having friends mad at me, especially for something like that.